Wohaa,
in 12 hours it will be the new year ;D

I can't believe it, this years gone so unbeliveablty fastt
its unreal
its like a blurr,
it seems like only yesterday that i was at the prom dress shop with My best friend
trying on big princess dresses
and when i was sat with all the people i cared about in the laughing buddha, for my birthday
it honestly seems like just a day ago.
And even though i keep pointing out to everyone how shit this years been
really, i shouldn't be complaining.
I'm pretty lucky,
I just take things for granted and don't relise how lucky i really am.
I guess its just because its one of them things y'knoww, you always remember the bad and never the good.
But really, i shouldn't because i just end up seriously upsetting myself.

I mean don't get me wrong, this years been hard.
really  hard and points.
But i wouldn't have got past any of it if it wasn't for the people i  have in my life right now.


ahhh tbc.